***Lot of hatin', and lots of lovin'!***

• I hate being lonely.
• I hate how all of my close friends (who aren't ex-boyfriends) live miles and miles and hours and hours away.
• I hate how bad I am at self-motivation when it comes to schoolwork/studying.
• I hate how I still don't know what to do with my life.
• I hate how I feel boring.
• I hate how I am boring.
• I hate how I've completely fallen for someone who lives hours and hours away.
• okay, maybe that's only a kind of hate thing. . .
• I hate how my family has to figure out how to deal about the car thing.
• I hate how I sat down to watch a movie on my laptop by myself, realized the movie was about a cable guy with no friends, realized it was too close to home, and turned it off.
• I hate how I feel like an emo kid right now.
• Even my mommy has better things to do than talk to me right now.
• That statement makes me feel even more pathetic than I already am.
• I hate how I have nothing better to do than sit here making a hate list.

I need a love list too.

• I love how my internet has magically picked up spell-check!
• I love being in love.
• I love loving people.
• I love dates.
• I love kisses.
• I love teasing.
• I love new adventures.
• I love intelligent conversations.
• I love shared secrets.
• I love innuendos and double entendres.
• I love late-night phone calls.
• I love fabulous massages.
• I love peace hugs.
• I love Starbursts.
• I love letters.
  
• I love sitting in romantic, secluded spots with someone special.
• I love having arms around me.
• I love cuddling.
  
• I love my friends.
• I love my family. A lot.
• I love God.
  
• I love going to Eucharist.
• I love how just hearing my religion professor say the word "Eucharist" today made me smile.
• And, finally, I love how everything is okay, even if I'm lonely, and I love that my love list is longer than the hate list.

Satisfied Sarah.